I’m trying not to be nosy /: but it still bothers me.
Third night in a row, sleeping alone.
Not sure whether because I’m boring, or he doesn’t have any condoms.
Or maybe he just wants his own space.
I should just get used to this. /endrant
If I stay home tonight, that will be 3 nights in a row I’ve slept alone. I don’t know how to feel about this /:
Maybe things are starting to look up.
I finally told him how I feel and it feels like a huge weight has been lifted off my chest.
I have an interview with Hannaford on Friday to work in the deli (not sure how great that will be, but it’s something!)
I don’t even know what to think anymore.
"Want to make dinner sometime together this week?"
"What night are you free?"
I guess we won’t make dinner together then… /:
I wish someone could figure out what his issue is…
Or I wish he would tell me what’s up his arse.
I’m probably overreacting about this whole situation, but how do you stop certain feelings fron popping up?
You kno what really pisses me off. The fact that he’s always talking to her and ignores me. Fuck her.
Things don’t feel the same between him and I. And I hate it. I want things to be the way they were.
He’s gotten really pissy and secretive all of a sudden. /: and that just makes me pissy.
So much for my happy ending~
In the boyfriend’s room.
Didn’t drink much and was going to do homework, but all I can think of is how fucking irritated I am.
It’s ok, only two more weeks and she’s gone. Thank fucking god.
Drinking because I’m pissed probably isn’t smart.
People are always so nice to me.ill forever be in debt. Even if I’m financially not in debt. Truly love all of you.